| WAT THA FUCK DID I JUS DO TO MY XANGA.....??? IT GONE MENTAL-  ....NEW XANGUR Genuine_Ladiee
no more cecily_loves_you!!! |
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| where did we g0 w r 0 n g ? ? ? things weren't sup0sta happend lyk this!!! i'm s0o0 tired 0f gettin hurT - by y0u! i'm fanially realizing that i can live life wit 0ut chu!!!-i mean i did it bef0re u came al0ng and i m0st curtainly can d0 it after!wat kinda shit is dis- i dunt need all dis i dunt deserve it! i was HELLA d0wn f0r y0u, did everything 4 y0u-t0 make u happy, was alwayz there.....I mean think b0ut it wh0 elase went t0 all y0ur lil f00tball games, f0rceing my friends t0 c0me with me and watching s0mething i have n0 clue ab0ut and fucking sitting there in tha rain?!!wh0 was alwayz there wen u need them? wh0 never d0ubted y0u? wh0 alwayz t00k ur dumbass bac?wh0 st0p talking t0 s0me ppl 4 u???.....yeah,yea...me! and u act lyk this!?!? i mean u need t0 make up y0ur fuckin mind.....sumtimez u hella l0ve me and be tellin me all this shit..."0hh...i wanna marry u, y0ur my high sch00l sweet heart, i'll never d0 anything t0 hurt u, ur n0t jus my gurl ur lyk my best friend,est."- biatch....shut tha fuck up wit all dat!!!!!!!!damn i'm 0ver here hella stressed 0ut n shit! and 0ther times u act as if i'm nuthing t0 y0u and act lyk u dunt care!!!! shit....wen u have me u take me f0r granet and wen u dunt have me u want me back and miss me!!!!wtf???i ain't g0nna lie i d0 hella care b0ut chu A L0T...thats why i'm hella hurt! thinking back 0n s0methings - i feel hella stupid f0r f0rgiving u all th0se timez after u did me hella FUCKED UP and hella m0re dumb f0r takin ur ass bac!!!(see wat l0ve d0es t0 y0u???) u dunt deserve me......i'm feed up with y0ur,shit! Last week i was d0in fine after we decided t0 b0th break-up......i was fanially getting 0ver u -but n0 u g0tta start calling me and telling me u miss me and want me back and tell me u hella lyk me again.....then here my dumbass is STILL picking up ur f0ne calls and still talking 2 y0u all nite then u made me lyk u again t00!-i dunt want n e 0f this anym0re-0n tha reall !i'm tried 0f u playing wit me !!!! i jus wanna be able t0 get 0ver u and trie n0t t0 care anym0re! YUP- we been thr0ugh a wh0le l0t....we've been g0ing 0ut all freshmen year wit lil breaks here n there, yesss...i WAS s0o0o in l0ve, and i did have fun wit chu and we were hella k00 friends B U T it's time t0 put all that in my past, all 0ur memories, everything we been thr0ugh, all the fun timez as well as tha bad timez.......i need t0 put that all in tha past n0w.......i need t0 put y0u in my past!!! i'm g0nna miss y0u..all tha timez u made me laugh and wen u alwayz was there t0 c0mf0rt me wen i wasn't feeling g00d 0r was sad and h0w we had th0se 6 h0ur f0ne conversati0ns all nite l0ng, and h0w u cared. it's time t0 let it all g0 cecily.(hella talking t0 myself....) i dunt need this...... wats tha p0int if i alwayz end up getting hurt in tha end??? it's time t0 m0ve 0n- ..... n0w next time i'll n0e h0w t0 deal wit things better.....i'll n0e n0t t0 fall in l0ve, n0t t0 get t0 cl0se with tha pers0n.......n0t t0 let my guard d0wn so easily ......jus think 0f it as a learning experiense!!!.....t0 bec0me a str0nger pers0n =(
PR0UD t0 say: i'm fanially 0ver u....michael!i think?- |
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